Keywords – Discovery or Travel Channel, I believe more the former, Ghosts, someone died b/c of the ghost, Botswana and planes dropping bombs and firing guns (aerial view).

It started off with a show on Discovery channel about ghosts and being a contestant, sorta. People were on the show to find out if ghosts actually existed or if they would ever believe they could be true. The ghosts showed themselves and were dressed in pharoah like apparel. One guy didn’t respect the home nor believed in it all, and he was killed by one with a spear.

Moving on, the ghosts were somehow related to all that died in Botswana. I got an aerial view of the place and saw the planes drop bombs and fire rounds of bullets at people and buildings below. I particularly remember the plane hitting this thing that stores planes and that had trucks. A hangar! That’s what it was. Then, the citizens of Botswana, ghosts I believe, were all at this dirt mound hanging around.

So weird. And when I woke up and went into the kitchen, I saw Hotel Rwanda on the countertop….

I got my A-list Status early from Southwest! Sweet. No more waiting minutes before check-in time. No more worrying about being in LAX security line for 40 minutes.

I <3 Southwest. Next up… companion pass for John! Jan. 2010, baby…

Lovin’ this song at the moment.

We were in the car and John proposed hours earlier at Manhattan beach. I had a huge bump on my knuckle and it hurt. hahahaha.

“Mazeltof!”

I would love for me and John to start our family next year. But at the same time, I want to complete the Boston marathon and the Malibu Triathlon. I can’t complete 3 in the same year. At least I don’t think I can or should. I can’t even imagine training and participating with a baby inside me!

I’m creating the pressure on myself and I don’t know what to do. I feel disappointed in myself for not planning this better. For not getting off my lazy ass to get these goals off the list years ago so we can have our first child in 2010. My goal was 2010. It still is, sorta, but I just don’t know how likely it’ll happen anymore.

Sigh… this makes me sad. I know what the answer should be, though. Have the child first. It’s our baby’s health. The older I get, the higher the risks for birth defects and complications. I’d feel guilty the rest of my life knowing that I could’ve prevented any illness from our child. Sigh… no triathlon for me for a while because 2010 is just around the corner. :(

1303 GMT: Prime Minister Gordon Brown says he fears British citizens may be on board the aircraft.”

Oh no, there were British citizens on board, too!? Now we’re worried…

Things like this upsets me like no other. It shouldn’t matter whether or not the people on board were British, American, French, Brazilian, etc.  A person’s citizenship doesn’t change the fact that we’re the same – we’re human. Take it another step and we’re all living organisms on this earth. A speck of life in the universe. And yesterday’s crash took away lives. Does it really matter if some were British?!

My condolences goes to the family and friends of those who died yesterday. I don’t care about what country they came from. Knowing that doesn’t, er, shouldn’t, make the situation more of less worse. The pain felt is universal. Anyone who has had to deal with death will understand that feeling. It’s about the loss of a life … not about one less citizen from your country.

Decided at the last minute to go for a run after work… and I LOVED IT! I miss training for the marathon so much. My knee is a little swollen now, but I blame it on the shoes. I ran in my old Kinseis, which have no cushion or support left.

Ran from work, down Embarcadero, to the Golden Gate Bridge/Chrissy Fields and back  = 10 miles. Woohoo!

It was an awesome run. I loved seeing all the sport bikes meeting up in the Marina, too. Drool – I want my own crotch rocket….

Geez! That ugly look on the teenage girl’s face was hilarious. Wish they showed how she looked after Susan started singing..

Heading out to Lake Austin for a run – I miss Austin, Texas!

Sweet – took a little break from work to make a couple much needed appointments. Dr. Park for my knee on April 2 and Dr. ? (can’t remember) for a regular dental check up on May 5.

Groove, slam, work it back…
Space Cowboy just play that track.
GaGa in the room. So Starstruck. Cherry, cherry, cherry, cherry. Boom boom!